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I feel so down.. Guess I'm over thinking again.

I don't like you but I don't wanna lose you as a friend get it?! I don't wanna lie to you that I miss you. No I truly did not yesterday. until today when you talked to me and when I joked that you can don't talk to me, you took me seriously & never replied..... Then your last tweet about what lose the game ...... Okays ): I mean why can't we be friends....no? Then don't fucking tall to me!! I was doing perfectly fine yesterday when you were out the whole day... ):

Are you both bad mouthing me ...? What lame tweets/go back to Facebook. Then I ask her who is it, then you said "obviously it's you". I dm-ed her... She don't tell me. Maybe I'm over thinking again .. ):

A, did one of your tweets refer to me? The one that I followed all your friends & stalk you? ): sorry ah.....

I feel horrible......... why is my life so lonely sad. Why am I not like able why whywhy.........

Ok can.

So long never blog x: been busy over stupid stuffs like over thinking & shopping & .... stuffs?

Umm.. So today I went swimming with friends at woodlands swimming complex. I swam 30 rounds omg im so proud man ^__^ then went to coffee shop to eat lunch, food was not bad, ice lemon tea quite nice uhh. After that Ada said she wanna cut her fringe so I also go cut. Found a random shop & the auntie cut my hair. The results? Like shit lol. My bangs now is like.... so freaking short ): I look like a animal hair or something. Hair please grow faster!!!!! Went home & saw Annie and Whitney at the bus interchange. Self esteem dropped to very low when I saw A. Why she so pretty )': Manage to not let them see me, went home & had a power nap . The weather was so fucking hot & humid today T_T can fry eggs on the streets man.

Ok on to positive things. I bought my wallet already :D it's a present that I choose. Maisarah bought it for me yesterday when we went shopping together <3 went totally crazy at the H&M kids section, those socks were too cute omfg. Sad that don't have my size why ): I also bought my school bag already!! It's Vans brand & it's neon green like that. I'm like a walking green person wtf haha. I love Maisarah :D she's so awesome (': I'm so glad she's in my life c:

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Been kinda stressed out lately. with the R&J project, its like our group havent even start on anything... as a director, major stress here >< its like all the burden is on me. i hate literature.  fuck it, full of craps & shits --"
another stress, is whats most girls have. Their looks. think i have been over thinking today... & cos of stalking. see, all those people with 200+ likes? Pretty face, skinny and what not. //sigh// popular girls - always are like that, with handsome boyfriends etc.me? #foreverloney. no matter how hard i try, no use.. Urgh FML.

sorry if you dont understand, cos i also. byes, gonna emo away .______."

The weekends

Update on the past two days!! :D

So yesterday was a stay at home Saturday. tried my best to finish up the maths Tution hw that I promised my Tution teacher that I would do. In the end I gave up & texted him saying I had lost the book. I lied X: Sorry!!! >< Then after that took my brother to the playground since I felt like going out & my parents lazy. Went to Mandai park & vista park. See I so good, buy him ice cream with my own money!! ^^ anyways, my stamina sucks ttm ): run half round then my stomach area hurts >< why lerhh.. Ate dinner after that at vista point & then went home to watch prosecutor princess!! Love that drama <3 watched shutter also & it's like the lamest horror movie I watched lol. Had a convo with this guy on twitter, keep smiling like mad idk why d: OHH AND THE BIG BANG MONSTER MV IS OUT. SUPER AWESOME SHITS. :D LOVE THE SONG <3 TOP AND G DRAGON RAP, OMG :D minus Tae Yang's hair!! Why he forever epic one XD

Today - Had Tution at 2pm. Finished almost all the holiday hw :D I love my Tution teacher, he's like my friend also!! Then went to republic poly to swim, 20 laps!! So proud! first time swimming there too.After swimming my eyes were like so damn red ._. Went to Texas chicken to eat, love the coke float or whatever it's called. super yums xD went home & spammed my iPhone with big bang songs yay! & continued tweeting with him. Ohh shit what am I getting myself into? HAHAHAH. AND I JUST SAW FROM FB THAT THERE'S NO CCA DURING THE HOLIDAYS. SUPER HAPPY SIA :D which means I can paint my nails!! & go shopping blahblah XD hehe. Okay it's like 11.22pm right now. Gonna sleep byes!! (; xoxo

Frustrated.

Being a director is so damn hard. esp when half of the group members are like half dead & have no interest in doing their own "jobs" properly. some members came over my house yesterday, & its like .. awkwaaaard x100. -.- tried my best to explain ideas to them & they were like i-dont-give-a-fuck. one of them, was watching her stupid anime when i talked. i mean that's goddamn rude you know? dont want hear go away la. asked her to pin her hair up for the performance cos she needs to cosplay as a guy also cannot. scar on yout forehead? hello, thats whats foundation is for. covering stuffs on your face zzz .there's only a guy so he's like awkward all the way, talk to him like talking to the freaking walls -.- Ohh well, i better plan something up first //stress//

Anyways, why iphone so mah fan one, download songs still need so many steps. whoever invented itunes, go & die --" why never have bluetooth?! Fcuk mah life. Im serious. d: